4338.207.2 | Nightmare

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In the vast expanse of Clivilius, I found myself standing alone, dwarfed by the sheer magnitude of the landscape that unfolded before me. The barren, dust-laden terrain stretched endlessly, a sea of monochrome that starkly contrasted the vibrant life I had known. My voice, when it finally found its way past the shock and awe, was a mere whisper carried away by the wind, "What the heck is Clivilius?" The question lingered in the air, unanswered, as I cast my gaze upward, seeking solace in the sky above.

The sky, a brilliant canvas of cloudless blue, was pierced by warm sunbeams that seemed both alien and familiar. "Where the hell am I?" I muttered to myself, a mix of bewilderment and fascination taking hold as I spun around, trying to take in every detail of my surroundings. The landscape was unlike anything I had ever seen, yet there was a strange beauty to it, a desolation that held secrets and wonders waiting to be discovered.

As I turned, a mesmerising array of vibrant, pulsing colours caught my eye, arresting my senses. These weren't mere tricks of light or reflections of the sun; they were colours alive with energy, moving and dancing in the air before me. They collided and merged, creating new bursts of hues that seemed to breathe life into the barren landscape. The spectacle was hypnotic, a visual symphony that captivated and enthralled, pulling me deeper into a trance-like state of wonder.

Just as I was losing myself in the beauty of the colours, a woman's voice cut through the stillness, clear and commanding, yet imbued with an inexplicable warmth.

With a swift pivot, I found myself suddenly, startlingly close to a figure I hadn't anticipated—a tall, slender woman whose presence seemed almost ethereal in the stark landscape of Clivilius. Her golden hair danced around her shoulders, a cascade of light in the gentle breeze, framing a face marked by serene beauty and a calm that contrasted sharply with the storm of emotions raging within me. The sight of her, so unexpectedly composed and grounded, sparked a flare of frustration in my chest, igniting the confusion and disorientation that had enveloped me since my arrival.

"Did Luke push you too?" The question burst from me before I could temper my tone, a raw edge of suspicion and annoyance bleeding through. The words were accusatory, a reflection of the tumultuous blend of feelings I couldn't quite suppress—the disbelief, the anger, the lingering fear.

Shaking her head, the woman's response came wrapped in an accent that was both intriguing and unplaceable, imbuing her words with a depth that hinted at stories untold. "No," she said, her voice tinged with concern that cut through the complexity of my emotions. "I'm guessing he pushed you, though?"

"Yes," came my curt reply, the bitterness in my voice a tangible thing. "At least, I think he did." The admission felt like conceding to a vulnerability I wasn't fully prepared to explore, the reality of my circumstances still too surreal to fully grasp.

Before my mind had a chance to untangle the web of emotions and revelations presented by the enigmatic woman, "I see you've met Glenda already,” Luke's voice shattered the brief moment of connection, echoing across the expanse with a dissonance that snapped my attention back to the immediate crisis. Whirling around, fuelled by a surge of anger that felt both righteous and uncontrollable, I faced the source of my turmoil.

The sight of Luke, the instigator of this chaotic journey, ignited a primal fury within me. My face flushed a deep shade of crimson, the heat of my anger palpable in the air between us. "You're a fucking arsehole, Luke!" The words erupted from me, a shout that broke the oppressive silence of Clivilius, my hands acting of their own accord to shove him forcefully in the chest. The impact sent him stumbling backward. "What the hell did you push me for?"

Luke's attempt to regain his footing was a pitiful dance of imbalance and surprise. His voice, when it finally emerged, was a feeble whisper against the backdrop of my indignation. "I'm sorry, Kain. But Jamie needs you." The simplicity of his apology, set against the complexity of the situation, only served to muddle my thoughts further.

"What? Jamie is here?" The question leaped from my lips before I could fully grasp the implications. My mind reeled, trying to reconcile the reality of Luke's statement with the knowledge that Uncle Jamie was supposedly with Gladys. The pieces of the puzzle refused to fit, each new revelation adding another layer of confusion to the already bewildering scenario.

"Yeah," Luke's reply was tinged with uncertainty, his voice a reflection of the unease that now enveloped us both.

In that moment, a shift occurred within me. The confusion and anger that had clouded my judgment began to crystallise into a focused determination. "Take me home, Luke," I commanded, my voice firm, leaving no room for argument. The chaos of Clivilius, the surreal journey through the swirling colours, and the unexpected meeting with Glenda—all of it coalesced into a singular purpose. "And I'll be taking Uncle Jamie with me."

Luke's response, or lack thereof, was like a punch to the gut. The way his gaze shifted away from mine, a silent admission of defeat, stoked the flames of my frustration. "I can't," he murmured, his voice a soft betrayal of the desperation we both felt. The words, so final and yet so inadequate, echoed in the void between us, a chasm that seemed to grow with every passing second.

"What do you mean you can't?" My voice rose, a reflection of the turmoil that churned within me. Thoughts of Brianne, her smile, the future we'd planned, our unborn child—all flashed before me in a vivid tapestry of what was at stake. Each image, each memory, added weight to my anger, a reminder of everything I stood to lose.

Luke's reply was a mere whisper, a shadow of words that barely reached my ears. "I'm sorry, Kain." The simplicity of his apology, devoid of explanations or solutions, only served to amplify my disbelief and anger.

"Sorry?" The word was a sneer, my frustration boiling over into outright disdain. "You're sorry! Sorry for what?" The sarcasm in my voice was a veneer, masking the deep-seated fear and helplessness that threatened to consume me.

Glenda's attempt to calm the storm within me was like trying to still the winds of a hurricane with a whisper. Her hand on my shoulder, though laden with compassion, felt like an anchor attempting to hold back a force it couldn't possibly contain. "It's impossible for us to return," she had said, her voice a blend of gentleness and firm resolve. Those words, meant to explain, only ignited a fiercer flame within me, a blaze fuelled by desperation and a refusal to accept the unacceptable.

My response was primal, a surge of emotion that propelled me towards Luke with a velocity borne of anger and an intense desire for answers, for action, for anything but this crippling helplessness. Our bodies collided with the force of the tumultuous feelings churning inside me, sending us tumbling into the dust. The world around us became a maelstrom of motion and emotion, every grain of dust a witness to the raw, unbridled fury that had erupted.

Glenda's shriek, "Kain, stop!" cut through the turmoil, a clarion call to sanity in a moment bereft of reason. Yet, her plea fell on deaf ears, drowned out by the roar of my own rage. My arm drew back, every muscle coiled tight with the intent to unleash my frustration through force. But Luke, ever elusive, rolled away, leaving nothing but the harsh ground to absorb the blow meant for him. The shock of the impact reverberated through my arm. Pain flared as my knuckles cracked and bled, a tangible echo of the inner turmoil that had driven me to this point.

Adrenaline blurred the edges of my vision, sharpening my focus to a singular point—Luke. My hand shot out, grasping for him with a desperation that mirrored the depth of my despair. I sought to drag him back into the fray, to force upon him the weight of the emotions that bore down on me. But then, Glenda's voice, authoritative and commanding, sliced through the haze of my anger. "Both of you. Stop it, now!" she demanded.

Teetering on the brink of unleashing another barrage of fury, my focus was shattered by an unexpected movement—a painful reminder that anger often blinds us to the collateral damage in its wake. My head snapped to the side, and the sight that met my eyes was like a bucket of ice water dousing the flames of my rage. Glenda, caught in the crossfire of my unchecked aggression, cradled her jaw, a grimace of pain distorting her features. The guilt and remorse that flooded through me in that instant were a stark contrast to the inferno of anger that had consumed me moments earlier. The realisation that my actions had harmed an innocent, especially someone who had only sought to mediate and help, was a bitter pill to swallow.

My lapse in focus proved to be the opening Luke needed. With a sudden burst of energy, he launched himself at me, the impact of his attack sending me hurtling backward. The ground rushed up to meet me, and the air was ripped from my lungs as I crashed down, a victim to both Luke's counterassault and my own spiralling emotions. Lying there, gasping for breath and grappling with the shock of the reversal, I was a portrait of vulnerability and confusion.

As I struggled to draw air into my lungs, Glenda's voice once again cut through the tension, a beacon of authority in the chaos. "Luke, don't," she commanded, her outstretched palm a physical manifestation of her plea for ceasefire. Even as she nursed her own injury, her concern was for us—for the spiral of violence that threatened to consume us all. Her authority, undiminished by her pain, demanded attention and compliance.

From my position on the ground, the world seemed to tilt and shift. I watched, breathless and beaten, as Luke's aggressive posture melted away under Glenda's command. His expression, once hardened with anger, softened, revealing the conflict and turmoil beneath. The menace that had loomed so large moments before evaporated, leaving behind a man as lost and uncertain as I felt.

When he extended his hand towards me, offering a truce and assistance, doubt and suspicion clouded my thoughts. Could I trust him after what had happened? The hesitation that gripped me was a palpable thing, a war between the instinct to reject his help and the understanding that, despite everything, we were allies in this strange, new world.

With a deep, steadying breath, I reached up, grasping his hand and allowing him to pull me to my feet. The physical act of accepting his help was a tentative step towards acknowledging our shared plight, a recognition that, despite the tumult of my introduction to Clivilius, our fates were entwined.

As Glenda let out a sigh, the tension in the air seemed to dissipate slightly, though the aftermath of our confrontation lingered like a bad aftertaste. Her shoulders, burdened by the recent turmoil, drooped in a display of resignation. "I suppose we don't have any ice either," she lamented, her voice carrying the weight of our collective frustration.

Luke's response, a whispered concession to a lack of resources, added a layer of reality to the challenge we faced. "No, we don't."

My eyes, drawn to the visible evidence of my lapse in control—the swelling on Glenda's jaw—were heavy with shame. A tumult of emotions wrestled within me, the forefront of which was guilt. The thought of hurting someone unintentionally, especially someone who had only shown concern, was a bitter reminder of how quickly fear and desperation could unravel one's sense of self. The fear of losing Brianne and our future together had driven me to a point of despair so profound that I had momentarily lost sight of who I was. I'm only twenty-three, and our lives together are far from over. They can't be. This internal monologue served as both a plea and a promise, a vow to cling to hope even in the face of overwhelming odds.

"I'm sorry, Glenda. I didn't mean to hit you," I found myself saying, the words infused with a sincerity born of regret. The moment of apology, though small in the grand scheme of things, felt like a crucial step towards redemption, an acknowledgment of the need to preserve my humanity amidst the confusion.

Glenda's response, an attempt at a smile that morphed into a grimace of pain, was nevertheless a gesture of forgiveness, a bridge towards understanding. Her extended hand, which I took without hesitation, symbolised not just a physical connection but an emotional one as well, a mutual recognition of shared vulnerability and strength.

"I'm the camp's doctor," she revealed upon releasing my hand, a piece of information that, under different circumstances, might have been merely an interesting fact but now served as a beacon of hope.

The introduction hung in the air, a brief interlude of silence enveloping us before I could offer my own. "And I’m—" My voice trailed off, the weight of the introduction feeling suddenly monumental, a declaration of identity in a place where everything familiar had been stripped away.

Luke's interjection, light-hearted yet laced with a deeper significance, cut through my hesitation. "And you're our new construction expert," he declared with a grin.

The turmoil within me brewed, a tempest of frustration and disbelief churning relentlessly. Is any of this even real? The question haunted the edges of my consciousness, a persistent whisper that refused to be silenced. Did I merely hit my head in the fall? The possibility dangled before me like a mirage, an explanation that was as tempting as it was terrifying.

In the midst of this internal storm, a sound cut through the tumult—a small, familiar bark that pierced the veil of my disbelief. It reverberated across the desolate landscape, bouncing off the barren hills and filling the air with a resonance that struck a chord deep within me. Duke or Henri? The question sprang to mind unbidden, a desperate grasp at normalcy in a world that felt anything but normal. But even as I pondered, recognition dawned with startling clarity. No, it's definitely Henri. The realisation brought with it a momentary wave of relief, a fleeting hope that perhaps this nightmare was just that—a dream, an elaborate figment of my imagination spun out of control.

I exhaled deeply, allowing myself the luxury of this brief respite, my eyes closed against the reality that threatened to overwhelm me. For a moment, I clung to the hope, to the fragile possibility that I would awaken from this dream to find myself safe and sound, far from the unfamiliar landscape of Clivilius.

But the harsh kiss of sunlight against my eyelids as they fluttered open banished any lingering illusions. The brutal clarity of the barren landscape before me—a vista of dusty browns, yellows, and reds—served as a stark reminder of my reality. Horror seeped into the very marrow of my bones as the truth settled around me with the weight of a thousand chains: I was still trapped in Clivilius, far from home, far from everything I knew and loved.

"Something's wrong!" The urgency in Luke's voice sliced through my daze, a clarion call that spurred him into action. He was already sprinting away, his figure a rapidly diminishing speck against the vast backdrop of Clivilius, with Glenda's determined form close behind. My heart pounded in my chest, a frantic drumbeat that mirrored the rush of thoughts through my mind. What had prompted such panic? What new challenge awaited us in this strange land?

Before I could hasten after Luke and Glenda, a compulsion drew my attention back to the phenomenon that had served as the gateway to this bewildering reality. The strange, pulsing colours that had been a source of wonder upon my arrival now cast a shadow over my thoughts, imbued with a sense of foreboding that gripped my heart. The allure of their vibrant dance, once mesmerising, had transformed into something far more sinister. They swirled and intertwined in patterns that felt both captivating and menacing, as though revealing the dual nature of Clivilius itself—beautiful yet dangerous, inviting yet unforgiving.

The colours, with their hypnotic ebb and flow, seemed to hold secrets just beyond my grasp, whispering of mysteries and dangers that lay hidden within the folds of this alien landscape. It was as though the very essence of this world possessed a consciousness, a sentient force that watched and waited, its intentions unclear but undeniably potent. The vibrancy of their display, rather than comforting, now seemed to serve as a warning—a reminder that Clivilius was a realm of untold complexities and latent threats.

And then, as abruptly as they had captured my gaze, the colours dissipated, vanishing as if swallowed by the very air. In their place, a large, translucent screen materialised, standing stark against the backdrop of the desolate landscape. The sudden transition from the wild dance of colours to the silent presence of the screen was disorienting.

The appearance of the screen, so out of place in the barren expanse of Clivilius, sent a shiver down my spine. Its presence was both baffling and ominously portentous, hinting at unseen mechanisms at work within this world. The transition from the chaotic beauty of the colours to the cold, silent watchfulness of the screen felt like a shift in the very fabric of reality, a pivot from the natural to the artificial, from the known to the profoundly unknown.


A torrent of determination surged through me, an undercurrent that propelled me forward through the desolate expanse of Clivilius. Each step I took kicked up clouds of dust, marking my passage. My mind was a whirlwind of questions, each more pressing than the last. What is this place? How did I get here? And, looming largest of all, how do I find my way back home?

The landscape around me offered no answers, only an endless stretch of barrenness that seemed to mock my quest for understanding. The silence of Clivilius was oppressive, broken only by the sound of my laboured breathing as I pushed myself to catch up with Luke and Glenda. There was something in the air here—a scent unfamiliar and elusive, as though the very atmosphere of this place was laced with secrets it was unwilling to share.

I pushed my legs to their limits, desperate to catch up with Luke and Glenda, who seemed to be vanishing into the distance. My mind buzzed with a mix of fear and determination, my heart pounding in my chest, echoing the uncertainty that gripped me.

Driven by a mixture of fear and an unwavering resolve, I forced my legs to move faster, despite the growing ache in my muscles and the pounding of my heart. Luke and Glenda's figures seemed to recede ever further into the distance, fuelling my anxiety and determination in equal measure. The vast, unforgiving landscape of Clivilius stretched out before me.

The ground beneath my feet was uneven, treacherous with hidden crevices and sudden dips that threatened to upend me with every stride. Yet, the perilous terrain only sharpened my focus, each near-miss a stark reminder of the stakes of this journey. With every step, I grew more determined to uncover the secrets of Clivilius, to find a way back to the life I knew, to Brianne and our unborn child.

The sharp, sudden pain that lanced through my leg was like a signal flare in the dusk of my determination, momentarily arresting my forward momentum. I stumbled, nearly losing my footing on the uneven terrain that had become my relentless adversary. Gritting my teeth, I refused to yield to the pain, to allow it to become anything more than a distant throb against the backdrop of my resolve. The situation's urgency rendered the physical discomfort almost inconsequential, a minor distraction in the grand scheme of things. With a deep, steadying breath, I forced myself onward, driven by a determination that felt almost larger than myself, pushing past the physical limitations and the creeping vines of doubt that sought to entangle my thoughts.

As I pressed forward, the landscape began to shift, morphing from the barren expanse into a scene punctuated by several large tents. The sudden appearance of these structures in the desolate wilderness of Clivilius was both startling and inexplicably disorienting. "Where did they go?" The question slipped from my lips, a whisper lost to the vast emptiness as my eyes darted across the scene, searching for any trace of Luke and Glenda.

The stillness of the moment was violently ruptured by a scream—a sound so piercing, so filled with terror, that it cleaved through the silence with the precision of a blade. My heart lurched, adrenaline surging as I raced towards the source of the sound, my instincts leading me beyond the tents to a sight that rooted me to the spot in horror.

There, at the riverbank, lay a man, his body prone and motionless in the shallow water, his feet cruelly ensnared by the rocks. The sight of him, so vulnerable and lifeless, struck a chord of fear and helplessness within me that resonated with every nightmare I'd ever had. "Uncle Jamie?" The words barely escaped my lips, a hoarse whisper that seemed to hang suspended in the air between us.

A maelstrom of emotions whirled within me—shock, disbelief, fear—all converging into a singular point of focus on the figure before me. The urgency that had propelled me here, that had driven me to ignore the pain in my leg and the doubts in my mind, now crystallised into a desperate need to act, to somehow reverse the grim tableau that unfolded before my eyes. The realisation that this was no dream, that the dangers of Clivilius were all too real and immediate, weighed heavily upon me, a burden that threatened to drown me in its depths as surely as the river sought to claim my uncle.

"Help me roll him," a man's voice instructed. Pulled sharply from the depths of my shock by the command, my gaze snapped to the source—a man whose voice carried the weight of authority and necessity. Positioned a few feet behind Glenda, I felt a surge of adrenaline cut through the haze of my fear. Watching Luke and this unknown man move with purpose into the water, a part of me anchored onto the immediacy of their actions, a lifeline amid the unfolding tragedy.

“Go. I’ve got him,” Luke's voice, firm and resolute, echoed across the riverbank, a clear directive in the midst of uncertainty. I found myself momentarily frozen, caught between the impulse to act and the paralysis of fear.

Guided by Glenda's urgent commands, the group moved with a unity that seemed almost otherworldly in the surreal landscape of Clivilius. "Three. Two. One. Roll!" Her shout, a beacon of coordinated effort, spurred them into action. Together, they managed to turn the body over, liberating it from the cold grip of the rocks.

The revelation that the lifeless form belonged not to my Uncle Jamie but to an unknown man was both a relief and a new source of deep confusion and unease. "Who the fuck is that?" The question burst from me, a raw expression of fear and incredulity. The presence of another stranger, especially here, in this desolate, surreal camp, tangled my thoughts further, adding layers to the mystery that already seemed insurmountable.

The man's solemn gaze and his soft, sad response, "No idea," did nothing to quell the tumult inside me. It was a confirmation of the unknown, a testament to the unpredictability and danger of Clivilius. The fact that this stranger was as much a mystery to my companions as he was to me only deepened the sense of disorientation and isolation.

"Shit," the word slipped out, a whispered echo of my internal chaos. The reality of the situation pressed down on me with newfound weight. We were strangers in a strange land, bound together by circumstance and survival, faced with mysteries that seemed to multiply with every passing moment. The stark revelation that we knew neither the identity of the lifeless man before us nor the full extent of the dangers that lurked within Clivilius was a chilling reminder of our vulnerability. In this moment, the urgency to understand, to find answers, and to somehow carve a path back to the familiar, back to safety, became more pressing than ever.

The coil of anxiety that had tightened around me seemed to constrict even further as Glenda's voice, laden with urgency, pierced the tense atmosphere. "Is he breathing?" Her question, simple yet loaded with dread, seemed to echo against the stark backdrop of Clivilius, amplifying the gravity of our situation.

Luke's response, delivered with an unsettling calm, cut through the growing panic. "I don't think so." His words, though spoken softly, landed with the weight of finality, a grim acceptance of the reality before us.

As Glenda's commands became more frantic, a desperate attempt to salvage the situation, the unknown man's interjection was like a cold hand gripping my heart. "No," he stated, his tone leaving no room for hope. The subsequent revelation, "His throat has been slit," was a chilling declaration that sent shockwaves through me.

"Fuck!" The expletive burst from me, a visceral reaction to the unfolding horror. My body trembled as if in the grip of a cold unseen, my hands clasping the back of my head in a futile attempt to contain the whirlwind of emotions threatening to consume me. I began to pace, each step a testament to the chaos that roiled within. His throat has been slit? What kind of nightmare have I stumbled into? The question spun in my mind, a carousel of fear and disbelief.

Despite the hopelessness of the gesture, Glenda's insistence on bringing the body ashore spoke to a strength of will that I couldn't help but admire, even in the face of such dire circumstances. Her determination was a flicker of light in the overwhelming darkness of our reality.

Luke's counter, pragmatic yet morbid, introduced a new layer of complexity to our predicament. "What good will that do? If he's been murdered and someone comes looking for him, perhaps we shouldn't be the ones caught with his body." His words resonated with a stark logic that was impossible to ignore, a grim consideration of the consequences that might follow our actions.

The word murdered echoed in my mind, a stark reminder of the perilous nature of our situation. This is fucking insane! Luke has dragged me into an empty world where survival seems impossible. The thought was a howl in the void, a cry of desperation and disbelief at the surreal and brutal reality that had enveloped us.

"I'm with Luke," I found myself saying, my voice trembling with the weight of my fear and the desperation to avoid further entanglement in this nightmare. "Yes, get rid of the body." The declaration was a surrender to the harsh necessities imposed by our environment, a grim acceptance that the rules of the world we knew no longer applied. In Clivilius, survival demanded choices that were as harrowing as the landscape itself.

The tension between pragmatism and morality was palpable as the unknown man, with a solemnity that seemed out of place in our desperate circumstances, nodded towards Glenda. "Regardless, he deserves a proper burial." His words, imbued with a sense of duty to the dead, carved a chasm in the group, dividing those who sought to cling to the vestiges of humanity and those driven by the raw instinct to survive.

"Proper burial!" Luke's scoff cut through the air, his incredulity mirroring the chaotic swirl of thoughts racing through my own mind. "You don't even know the guy." His dismissal, stark and unapologetic, resonated with a part of me that had been screaming for practicality, for actions driven by the need to survive this nightmare. Internally, I found myself aligning with Luke's stance. Get rid of the body. Dispose of the evidence. That's our best chance at survival. The thought was a mantra, a beacon of logic in the storm.

Yet Glenda, unwavering and steadfast, stood as a counterpoint to Luke's—and by extension, my own—pragmatism. "If we can bring him in, I can perform a rough autopsy," she declared, her determination cutting a sharp contrast to the despair and confusion that had taken root within me. Her insistence on delving deeper, on seeking answers even in the face of such horror, was both admirable and terrifying.

Luke's skepticism was a mirror to my own doubts, a vocalisation of the question that loomed large in all our minds: "Is that really necessary? I think it's pretty obvious what happened to him." His words echoed the simplicity of our initial assessment, a viewpoint that sought to minimise our involvement, to shield us from further danger.

Yet, it was Glenda's response that stilled the tumultuous debate, if only for a moment. "A rough autopsy might provide us with more information, a glimpse into the story of how he met his fate." Her voice, a blend of curiosity and duty, suggested a path fraught with its own perils—a dive into the unknown that could illuminate our understanding or drag us further into darkness.

The sensation of terror that gripped me was unlike anything I'd ever experienced, a visceral, all-consuming fear that seemed to radiate from the very core of my being. My face felt aflame with the rush of blood, every breath a laboured effort as if the air itself had thickened with the weight of our grim reality. In a futile attempt to find some anchor in the maelstrom of my emotions, I closed my eyes and bowed my head, fighting against the surge of nausea that threatened to overwhelm me.

"Calm down," I whispered to myself, a mantra more than a reassurance, seeking a sliver of composure in the eye of the storm. Yet, the horror of our situation—the brutal murder, the body's mysterious appearance—loomed large, a shadow that threatened to swallow me whole. My body felt as if it were being pulled apart by the sheer intensity of my fear.

With a grim resolve, I unclenched my teeth and forced my hands to relax, though my knuckles remained marked by the pressure of my grip. Slowly, I lifted my head and opened my eyes, determined to face whatever came next. The urgency in the unknown man's voice, tinged with panic, snapped my focus back to the present. "Where's the body?"

The question echoed in my mind as I frantically scanned the surroundings, the realisation that the body had vanished striking me with the force of a physical blow. "Shit," the curse slipped from my lips, a reflection of the turmoil churning within. My brief moment of panic, though it had lasted only seconds, had been enough to disconnect me from the unfolding events. Now, confronted with the empty space where the body had once lain, the implications were staggering.

Luke and the unknown man, both drenched, seemed just as confounded by the disappearance. The reality that we were now dealing with not just a murder but something even more inexplicable sent a fresh wave of fear coursing through me. How could a body just vanish? Were we dealing with forces beyond our understanding in Clivilius?

Luke's voice, laced with panic, cut through the chaos, snapping me back to the moment. "Where's Jamie?" The fear evident in his tone was mirrored in his face, still damp from the river, highlighting the urgency and confusion that enveloped us all. What the fuck did I miss? My thoughts raced, attempting to piece together the jumbled events that had led to this point. My panic attack had thrown me into a fog of disorientation, obscuring my understanding of the unfolding situation.

"He went to the lagoon," Glenda's reply came with a sharpness borne of necessity, her voice cutting through the confusion like a beacon. Her statement, while providing an answer, only served to deepen the mystery, introducing new elements to the already bewildering scenario.

"Lagoon?" Luke's question, a mixture of worry and disbelief, underscored the surreal nature of our predicament. "Downstream," the first man clarified, adding another layer to the puzzle, his brief interjection pointing towards a location that held more questions than answers.

"Shit," Luke muttered, his eyes widening in alarm. He turned to the unknown man, his expression intense. "We need to retrieve that body. Now!"

"But... but you just said..." The unknown man's words faltered, confusion etched across his face.

"Forget what I said. You were right. We are better off keeping the body," Luke declared, scrambling onto the riverbank. Without hesitation, he sprinted off, chasing after the body as it floated downstream.

"Go!" Glenda's push, both literal and metaphorical, was meant to propel me into action, to follow Luke's lead in pursuit of the body. Yet, the absurdity of the situation, the constant shifts in decision and direction, sparked a reflexive resistance within me. "Fuck off," I retorted, stepping back from Glenda's urging, a mix of defiance and disbelief colouring my response. The idea of chasing after a corpse, of being swept up in the madness of decisions made in panic, felt like the last straw in a morning that had already stretched the limits of my comprehension.

The unknown man, his features marred by the remnants of his own vomit, stepped forward, a surprising volunteer in this desperate endeavour. "I'll go," he declared, his determination cutting through the stubborn determination that had momentarily paralysed me.

"Introductions can wait," Glenda's words, sharp with command, underscored the urgency of the moment. There was no time for formalities, for piecing together the how and why of our gathering. Survival, it seemed, demanded immediate action, decisions made in the heat of the moment, with little regard for the consequences that might follow.

As the unknown man brushed past me, his departure a blur of motion aimed towards the same unknown that had claimed the body, I was left standing in a turmoil of emotion and thought. The rapid succession of decisions, the sudden shifts in plan and purpose, left me reeling, a bystander in a narrative that seemed to unravel faster than I could grasp.

As I watched their figures recede, a profound sense of isolation enveloped me, the realisation hitting with the force of a physical blow—I was caught in a vortex of nightmare, a reality so starkly removed from anything I'd known that it bordered on the surreal. Death, danger, and the unknown were now my constant companions in this alien world, each moment unfolding with the unpredictability of a dream gone awry.

Glenda's voice, tinged with concern, momentarily pierced the fog of my disbelief. "Are you okay?" The weight of her hand on my shoulder felt grounding, yet it did little to anchor me to any sense of normality. The question seemed almost absurd under the circumstances, and yet the sincerity in her voice demanded an answer.

I stood there, tears carving paths through the dust on my face, a tangible sign of the internal turmoil that wracked me. "What the fuck is going on?" The words emerged from me, a raw expression of the fear, confusion, and despair that churned within. It was a plea for understanding, a desperate grasp for some semblance of reason in a situation that defied all logic.

"Come," Glenda's response, gentle yet firm, offered a sliver of solace. Her suggestion to seek the shelter of the tent, to step away from the immediate chaos, was a beacon in the darkness. "I think you're in shock. Let's get you inside the tent." Her assessment was likely accurate; shock was the only explanation for the dissonance between my emotional state and the need to keep moving, to keep surviving.

Numbly, I allowed her to guide me, each step towards the tent feeling like a journey in itself. My body moved mechanically, driven by the need to follow her lead, even as my mind struggled to process the events that had led to this moment. The dizziness that swept over me blurred the edges of my vision, but I clung to Glenda's steady presence, allowing her to steer me towards what little shelter we had.

Collapsing onto the ground beneath the tent's canopy, I felt the soft dust beneath me offer a small measure of comfort. It was a modest respite, a temporary haven from the harshness of Clivilius. As fatigue enveloped me, drawing my body down into the embrace of the earth, I found myself teetering on the edge of consciousness. In this moment of utter exhaustion, the tent became more than just a shelter from the elements—it was a barrier, however flimsy, against the overwhelming reality of the world outside. Here, beneath the fabric canopy, I allowed myself to succumb to the weariness that claimed me, seeking refuge in the oblivion of disconnection, however brief it might be.

Glenda's act of kindness, handing me a bottle of cool spring water, was a beacon of humanity in the midst of chaos. "Here, drink this," she urged, her voice rich with concern, grounding me momentarily in the present.

I managed a weak smile, a small gesture of gratitude in the face of her compassion. Taking a few deep gulps, I felt the water cascade down my throat, its coolness a balm to the parchedness brought on by fear and desperation. It was a fleeting moment of relief, a brief respite that soothed not just the physical discomfort but also offered a temporary escape from the relentless grip of overwhelming emotions.

Seeking further solace, I closed my eyes and rested my head in my hands, allowing the silence to envelop me. This quietude, however fleeting, felt like a precious gift, a momentary reprieve from the relentless unfolding of nightmarish events. But such peace, it seemed, was ephemeral in Clivilius, brutally severed by the piercing scream that suddenly tore through the stillness. The sound, so raw and filled with terror, resonated with my deepest fears, jolting me back to the harsh reality.

My eyes flew open, terror and confusion mingling in my gaze. "Did you hear that?" My voice trembled as I sought confirmation, validation of my fear. But Glenda was already in motion, her figure receding into the distance as she ran towards the source of the scream, leaving me alone with my turmoil.

A profound sense of desolation overwhelmed me, a loneliness so deep it felt as though it could swallow me whole. Curling into myself, I sought a semblance of comfort in the fetal position, a physical manifestation of my desire to retreat from the horror that surrounded me. Tears carved their way through the dust on my face, each one a testament to the depth of my despair.

Adrift in this torturous landscape, my mind was a tempest of unanswered questions and fears. How did I end up here? Will I ever find my way back? The barrenness of Clivilius mirrored the emptiness I felt within, its desolate expanse offering no answers, only a reflection of my own isolation.

Yet, even as despair threatened to engulf me, a fragile thread of hope persisted, a stubborn belief in the possibility of escape, of finding a way out of this nightmare. Clinging to this sliver of hope, I allowed it to anchor me, to keep the darkness at bay, even as I lay there, tears mingling with the dust, alone but not yet defeated.

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